conflicted

I was on a high from a great weekend of birthday celebartions for the twins. I can't believe how big they are. I am so proud of them and glad they are happy. Once we got home I hopped on facebook (after putting together endless gifts...........) just to check in and am now heartbroken. My friend delivered her twins on Wednesday. One of them died during childbirth. I can not imagine the grief they must be feeling. It will never be the same with one of their children missing. They have a precious baby boy but will always miss his brother. it must be so hard to celebrate his life when his brother is gone............